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Second Date and Filled with Self Doubt


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I am going on a second date tonight with a girl who I am really attracted to. I am struggling with the incessant thought that I am not good enough for her, and I am concerned that it will not permit me to move as smoothly as I would like, and that it is impairing my confidence. I confessed my insecurity to a friend, telling him that I have serious self esteem issues and that I don't feel good enough for her and wrote back "Your probably not." I know that he was joking, but I feel so anxious it actually bothered me at some level. AHHHH!!!! I need a jolt of confidence here.

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I don't know what to tell you since I'm not a psychologist, but you really need to work on your self esteem. For me, I achieve this by setting realistic but challenging goals accomplishing them. It doesn't even have to be anything at all to do with women.

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LOL! You're right kinkz, I don't know why I am sweating this so much. It's really weird, not like me actually. I am usually of the mind that if she is there it's because she wants to be, but somehow I am convincing myself that there is some sort of negative sub agenda, or who the heck knows what else. If I were on the other side of this thread, responding to it, I would say "Get it together!"

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Thank you all so much. I really need this support right now. I guess it is a regression due to stress. I think of my psyche as a tube of toothpaste. When too much pressure begins to be applied out comes the goop. Really silly.

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I think that you're right, that it is just stress. I'm not really sure why I feel like the stakes are so high.

 

And I know that there are thousands out there who would like to go out with an attractive girl, which is why I am sweating it.

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The attitude you have of not being good enough is only going to hurt both you and your relationships. It is not an attractive feature, and something you should really work on. Why do you feel this way?

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You're absolutely right OBS, it is not an attractive feature. I have no idea why these feelings are coming out. I don't think that they are at my core.

 

I am trying to keep her achievements in perspective, whilst not minimizing my own. I'm going to practice some martial arts now, that helps me to keep things in perspective.

 

Not a bad idea waves. I just gotta chill out. Maybe get a snack or something.

 

Ok, I think that I'm beginning to get it together. I need to be really cautious of self fulfilling prophecy here.

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Great, things like that are great to do (used to do bjj myself). There's a lot of people out there, but only 1 you. You're special and have things to offer. You just need to find and realize them.

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Ok, I'm back in this. I guess that I just need to train for a while and clear my head. I don't know why the heck I was slipping so bad. My goodness.

 

Oh, and I realized while I was training that you were referring to Brazilian Ju Jitsu. Wow I was out of it.

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