Belts Posted May 18, 2010 Share Posted May 18, 2010 Today would have been my 4th day of NC, but instead, things have become very interesting. I went to call a buddy of mine today, and out of habit dialed my ex's number. When it got to the voice message and I realized I had called her instead of my buddy, I immediately hung up and thought I had ruined my 4 days of NC. A few hours have passed, and she just called me. I simply said, "Hey, what's up?" And she explained to me that she was just returning my call. I told her it was an accident, and she sounded kind of disappointed. So I asked her how she is doing. We talked for a few minutes, and basically she ended up telling me she is still deeply in love with me, but she can't make me any promises about our future, because right now she has too much on her plate. She called me "lovie" which has always been her pet name for me. She also called me hun, and explained that her new friend got her into the habit of calling everyone hun. I asked her if she still had "lovie" reserved for me, and she told me I will always be her only lovie. The conversation ended with us agreeing to stay friends, but not to make any promises about where it will lead us. She told me she isn't going to let anyone else get close to her heart. She did say "I love you" once more before hanging up. I am not a religious person, but moments before she called me I said a prayer that she would at least be OK in her life and that maybe someday we could talk again. Makes me wonder... Link to comment
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