prestonztt Posted May 5, 2010 Share Posted May 5, 2010 Well long story short, me and my ex have been broken up for a year because I was just a horrible boyfriend/dad for the 2 years we were together. For the past year that we have been broken up, she has told me that there are just no feelings towards me and has completely * * * * me down thousands of times. I really do want her back like none other, but everything I do just doesn't work. Well recently I have been coming over to her house to watch our children. On 2 occasions I have offered to come over and watch them and told her to go out and have a good time. I have only been to her house about 3 times since I have been doing this. Well tonight is my 3rd time to be doing this. I'm writing from my iPhone right now. She is out with her friend just hanging and i'm here just watching the kids and beating myself up for being here. I try so hard to give her what she wants and to be the nicest I can be since I wasn't for 2 years. Every chance I get I ask to come over and war h the kids at her house. I don't know why I put myself in this position, but I do and I know it just hurts me. It's hard being here and wanting her/the family at the same time. I mean, what should I say when she comes back. I want to have a little talk with her about this, but I'm almost positive I'll get shot down again and just be upset. I mean why would she be letting me come over and do this? We usually hang out after she gets back for a little bit. I mean is she just using me? Or what. I hate doing this to myself but I just can't stop, every chance I get I wanna be here. Please help me and just give me some suggestions on what you would do or something. Thanks. Link to comment
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