ElectricSheep123 Posted April 27, 2010 Share Posted April 27, 2010 A summary of my story: My ex was the best (only) love I ever known. I trusted him. He had a reputation for being good in bed, apparently giving one of his ex-girlfriends 14 orgasms in one all-night session. He is bisexual, and was in his first gay relationship with me. I thought he had above-level sex drive, bordering on addiction. Nearly 4 months into our relationship, he told me that he had cheated on me with his ex-girlfriend. I would have forgiven him if it was only once. But it was three times. That was completely unforgivable, although he did confess it to me. And what's even more heartbreaking was that he broke down, sobbed and told me he did a "horrible", "disgusting" thing (his words), and begged me to stay. I asked him why he did it, he said that "he missed sex [with a woman]". I think sex was a way for him to define himself, if that makes sense, and to an extent, I really look at him as a victim of his sex drive; something that he may need therapy for in the future. And being in a steady relationship with a guy was so new to him, especially given his "reputation". I think he truly is sorry. And when I was walking out on him, he hugged me and latched on to me and wouldn't let me go, and I had to fight to pry him off of me (which is a hard task, since he's a 6'3'' rugby player, and I'm 5'8''). And he followed me out on the street and was willing to make an ass of himself while people watched (even though he's closeted to an extent; I'm out). And two days later he drove to my house and begged for a second chance, or for the chance to at least be friends with me because he "doesn't want to lose me." I still didn't take him back-- told him I " hated him" (I don't) I blocked him on facebook, changed my cell #, and blocked his e-mail. He's called my house a few times, most recently on Sunday, 6 times in a row (I cut his call every time). What to do? Is there any way for me to give him a second chance, or do I just cut him out of my life and move on? I've raised this question before, but I just want to hear new opinions. It devastated me when he cheated, but I love him, and he honestly cares about me. Link to comment
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