MnSnR Posted April 27, 2010 Share Posted April 27, 2010 Wow, its now been 7 & a half month since we broke up. It still hurts like day 1. Hes been so close to coming back 3 times now. The last time was 4 weeks ago. He was telling me how much he loved me and even cried saying why does it all still hurt so much and that it killed him when we kissed when we were out. He started to get clingy again...Then I asked him to come back and he said he couldn't. We can't be together yet we can't be apart. I don't understand why I still care so much when hes such a horrible person. Hes a complete jekyll and hyde. Since that weekend 4 weeks ago, we had a massive argument and he ignored my calls/texts when he was meant to be having our daughter, so I got mad at him. I saw him for the first time since 4 wks today, he came to see our daughter. He just seemed more distant than hes ever been since the break up. He really is over me. I need to get over him but its impossible. It still hurts so much. Its because of how much he used to adore me. I just can't stop living in the past because it was such an intense relationship and he used to worship me...we were a little family. Surely it shouldn't hurt this much still. I feel like I'll never ever get over it. I don't get how some people can just stop caring after everything you go through together. Does anyone else here have a child with their ex? Or anyone whos been broken up with their ex for a while now like me? How do you feel? I don't even want to be alive. I have never felt so awful after seeing him today. Link to comment
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