nectorofthegod Posted April 24, 2010 Share Posted April 24, 2010 I feel so much regret in my life, I'm 27 right now and I feel I've wasted SOOOOOOOOOOOO much of it. I'm stuck in a job that OK but not great, and now I come home feeling underwhelmed and under-appreciated. I'm so bored iwth life and I feel I have no options to improve it since I'm getting older by the day. I don't have much of a social life and some terrible events in the past with my family and people who I trusted to look after my best interests but JUST betrayed me have left me feeling hollow and distant. I've never followed my dreams and I've made some terrible decisions in regards to relationships. I wish I would of kissed the women of my dreams at university but I piked out and now I look at face-book and she's in a relationship and it hurts me to think what could of been. My past relationship ended in violence with the girl I used to and still love and I haven't had any contact since about two years. This kills me as she is special to me but we just couldn't deal with each others little quirks. I just want her back in my life, but don't know if she would allow this. At the moment I feel life is UN for filling, I'm craving my lost youth which I wish I could have two times over because I wasted so much of it making the wrong decisions. I'm lonely and sad and can't find something to pick me up except alcohol which makes me forget about the past and sleep. I'm felling old, worn down and ugly at the moment. can any one help? Link to comment
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