confused.p Posted April 24, 2010 Share Posted April 24, 2010 I'm very frustrated with myself right now because I want to be okay and I'm just not. I feel abandoned and I keep breaking down and crying about it which makes me feel even worse. Is it so insane to hope for him to call me? I just can't understand why someone would go from ALWAYS returning your calls to not returning calls after a week+ I know he didn't want to be too serious with me but DAMN! What a harsh way of showing it! Now I can't stop thinking about him, I never should have allowed the relationship to go so far knowing he didn't want serious, but I felt like I could really love this person so the rejection hurts so much more than it should after only a few months with someone. I'm not sure if this is the right category to post in with this problem but there's no category for "Unable to stop weeping over your feelings of total abandonment and rejection" so I settled for "dating" 'cause my problem is basically... There's no one else I WANT to date. I went out with a girlfriend of mine last night and I just couldn't wait to go home I felt miserable. Maybe it's just too soon but I don't want another guy, I want the guy I thought I already had. If someone is super friendly and wants to hang out with you when you call them etc. then they just one day stop calling, what do you think the chances are of them ever coming back? (Yes I know, accept it and move on... know I can do better and work on improving myself etc...) But seriously, all that aside, isn't it possible that he really IS a nice guy who just needed to "disappear" for awhile? A little background - I've basically been ignoring the fact that he didn't want a real relationship and I think I pushed him away with this, but I've been NC for a week. I want him to know I DO respect his feelings but I really feel like if we'd met under different circumstances it would have worked out. Right guy at the wrong time? Sorry for the rant, thank you to anyone still reading this I really need help. Link to comment
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