Extremely Confused

[CortneyLove]

This is probably going to be a vent session, I apologize in advance. I have been with my boyfriend for over a year now and I really love him. He's the first person I've ever loved, so I'm technically new to everything I'm feeling.

Lately though, I've begun doubting our relationship more and more. He's an extremely jealous person, and hates the fact that I have a lot of guy friends. It seems like I get irritated more easily with him, and I don't know if I'm happy all the time when I'm with him.

But othertimes, he's all I can think about and all I want is just to be with him. And I can't imagine my life without him.

The balance between the two moods is probably about 65/35 with the happier being more. Is this normal in a relationship? Or am I just ignoring the way I really feel because of the fact that I love him?

[In the Dark]

Is his jealousy the only problem?

Has he always been a jealous person since you two met?

Does he have any reason to be jealous of any of these guys?

For example do any of them hit on you even though they know you are in a relationship?