asthesparrow Posted April 19, 2010 Share Posted April 19, 2010 So. I am 22. I smoked 5-50 cigarettes (roll your own tobacco) for about 8 years. About a week ago, they oddly started tasting bad. no longer satisfactory, so I was at about five a day... (a dream, am i right?!?!) Then a couple days ago I just decided not to have that morning cigarette... and since then, I have decided to quit. And you know what? It's easy. It's so easy, that the simple act of rolling a cigarette and lighting it is, right now, more arduous to me, than just saying, "nah" to them. Anyway, besides this amazing miracle... Tonight has been terrible. So it's been days and I have had no ill side-effects, not headaches, not stressed, not sick, no ulcers.. but tonight I am horribly depressed. To the point where I am about 3/4 through a bottle of wine, and I don't drink alcohol. Ugh. I know it's most likely due to the withdrawals, although I am not actually wanting a cigarette... but I don't understand where my usual happy, optimistic self has gone. Ah just a rant. Cheers guys, you're all good to me! Link to comment
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