GenoGeno Posted April 19, 2010 Share Posted April 19, 2010 I realize now how bad of a boyfriend I was to my ex, I never would have realized this without stepping back and looking at it from the outside. I did so much wrong it's not even funny here's just a few things I will list. -I would cut her down when she talked about school to make myself feel better since i was always insecure she was going to get a better job than me. -I wasn't that affectionate to her and she always wanted that. -I would never call her on the phone and she never knew why.. -I would accept random girls on myspace and facebook and tell her that they don't mean at thing and she should stop being jealous. -I would get mean sometimes and call her nasty things that made her cry when she thought about them. -I would get mad at her for correcting me just because I always felt kind of less intelligent compared to her. -I wouldn't be understanding at times and never apologized. I loved this girl...but never wanted her to know I loved her that much...I look back and those are just a few things....and think wow...I was such a horrible boyfriend. Why did she stick with me for 1.5 years....The thing is when all that wasn't happening...we were the closest anybody could be and had the most fun in the world. I'm not even thinking reconciliation now because I've lost a lot of hope. She knows I'm a good person and I was just super stressed out but I don't think that would be enough to make her like me again. I'm just kind of messed up because one of the last times we talked on the phone...she said I'm sorry we are not getting back together, I'm not feeling it...and then proceeded to say...you know...when you said you wanted to marry me....that was the happiest thought I could imagine at the time. And this was through all the roughness....I have no idea why she said that as if it's just to mess with my head. I've been thinking about it lately and i don't know why...I shouldn't be. But have any of your ex's said stuff that really messed with your head one of the last times you talked to them? If she ever did want me back I'd find it to be a miracle. Link to comment
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