J1nx3d Posted April 17, 2010 Share Posted April 17, 2010 Im feeling so lost at the moment and alone... i want to get away from the crazy voices in my head so perhaps putting writing it out helps. I have been with my boyfriend one year and we have multiple fights about stupid and relative things. Today was one... we were having an argument because he accused me of lying... its so childish im ashamed to spill the reason behind the argument... I didnt want to go to his friends house to watch football, i told him my reasons were that he needed some guy time and to go have fun and enjoy, my main reason was because i didnt feel like it. So perhaps I wasnt being true in my reasons behind why i didnt want to go but i really did think he needs guy time and he tends to cancel his plans alot for me. Well anyway he went completely angry, he started screaming and told me if i continued the conversation he would break something or even my nose. I blew it asside because he was angry and we all say things when we are mad. I went to him to speak more and he told me he was going to break my nose and he stood up and flew at me I fell on the floor crying no no no and was terrified he didnt touch me but i really believed he was going to. I couldnt get a grip over myself i was trembeling uncontrolably and had to run downstairs to sit and calm myself. Later he came down and opened the door and felt pure fear, he told me to stop acting and that he would never touch me... I believe i fear him now. I dont want to but i do and i cant overcome this. I need some advice. Link to comment
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