onthebound Posted April 17, 2010 Share Posted April 17, 2010 i am a very sensitive and emotional person, but the logical part of my brain keeps trying to take over and make sense of everything that's happened. i even think i HAVE made sense of it, justified why it ended, realized it wouldn't have worked.. but i'm still in love with her. no matter what people tell me, what i know to be true, my heart isn't being swayed. it ended before it ever even really began.. but i was so in love with her. beyond all reasoning.. and it could have been so amazing for us both. it WAS amazing in the beginning, but the timing wasn't right, she got scared and couldn't handle it.. so now we're not even talking. i just want this feeling to go away. i'm tired of missing her, tired of fantasizing about her, tired of waiting for her to call me and tell me she's sorry for how it ended. how do i move on? or if i can't yet, how do i deal with these feelings? how do i explain to my heart that it's over? Link to comment
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