Syn77 Posted April 16, 2010 Share Posted April 16, 2010 so my ex and i havent really broken up due to the fact that we still hang out talk and act like we are dating. lately we've been fighting a lot and yesterday didnt help at all. we had a chance of getting back together but i do stupid stuff like i say and do stupid things. Not cheat on her or anything like that.i i just dont think before i speak. Yesterday she was at my house to help me study. She's never done it before and she wanted to give it a try. I personally don't like to be tested and quizzed by someone else but anyway i was just in a bad mood and she kept asking me questions to help me but all i could say was i dunno i dunno and i got so angry... not with her but at myself. I can become a hot head and release anger in a bad way. I started yelling, giving her sarcastic remarks and it just grew and i started breaking things. She left and i needed to cool off. I felt really bad and stupid. I called her today to apologize but she had nothing good to tell me. She said she lost every little bit of interest and romantic feelings she had left since we broke up. I feel like total crap and i know i deserve it for throwing a temper tantrum. Theres more to it but its real personal. I wasnt mad at her but at myself and because i acted so immature i'm losing the girl i care about with all my heart. Is there anything i can do to get her back? I regret everything i did. I probably dont deserve to get her back but shes means so much to me and is a big part of my life. I have to get her back. This isnt the first time ive thrown a fit and had her threaten to never be with me again but this maybe the last straw. Oh and i know i know... i need to grow up Link to comment
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