What to do

[angelito18]

Okay so maybe about a month ago, this new guy came to the school and the from the moment we set eyes on eachother it was just magic. It was almost something you'd see out of a sappy movie where two people are minding their own business and look up to see someone and for a second look down and then look back up and your both looking at eachother and it's automatic attraction....well that's how it was for me. Anyway, for a while I had been seeing him quite often and we would exchange looks and it'd feel like the most amazing thing in the world. As time went on I could never get him off my mind. Once in the hall he was coming down the hallway, i started getting weak in the knees, literally. He's the most beautifl thing in the world to me and when I look in his eyes its as if we're the only two world, i could just stare at him for the rest of my life. And when i try to talk to him i get lost with words and cant speak. But theres two problems well for one I'm bi( i'm a guy) and I know nothing about him except for his first name. And I leave for LA in late July and i have the feeling I'll be singing my "shoulda coulda woulda's" and idk what to do. I have only 5 weeks left with him and my self esteem aint the greatest and I'm extremely self conscious but I really think there's something special about him. Really special. Any advice? What are your thoughts? Any stories? I need help and fast.

[flyoffthewall]

Does he feel the same way about you? It sounds like that is the case, from what you wrote.

 

If that is how it is, have you thought about inviting him to go to LA with you?

 

The relationship is too young for you to abandon your plans for this guy, though. If it is meant to be, you will have other chances to be together.

[angelito18]

I don't know. He doesn't go to the school anymore, looks like I waited too late. But there are still hopes of finding him. And I mean, like I don't really know him, I was going too try but like I said I would have but it was too late. I really can't explain it, it all just kind of hit me. And I know I'm young and everything, but I know what I feel. The first time I saw him I knew something was different...special. And now I'm determined more than ever to find him. Idk how...but I'm going too. But if something were to happen, moving in or moving with, is just a little too soon. Anything can happen though

[flyoffthewall]

Best wishes to you. Very exciting!