Ihavetissues Posted April 13, 2010 Share Posted April 13, 2010 And don't really have anything to be miserable about. I just get these overwhelming feelings and thoughts, i over think everything, panic about everything. Why cant I just kick back and enjoy my life. I'm in a relationship and we live together, i guess that's what brings it on really. don't get me wrong he is a good bf but we do have a bad times, mainly cos I have all the above like I mentioned going around my head. I just don't know why I do this to myself, I constantly try and find things wrong. I find it really hard to trust but he hasn't done anything to make me mistrust him. I check his Facebook all the time, check this forum he goes on and if i see anything I don't like, I get really worked up, upset and stressed out. The trouble is I know i shouldn't do it and had stopped for a long time and I felt so much better when I wasny doing it but when im feeling down i do it then it just makes it ten times worse. I know most of the forum chat is just banter and I have no right looking, cos i would hate him to look at this forum i go on. Its really like I don't know how to be happy and enjoy my relationship. My bf is very supportive most of the time and gods knows why he puts up with it, he says its cos he loves me but i know I really need to get better, And don't get me wrong I have been a lot better with everything but its still there..... Link to comment
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