Blockhead1013 Posted April 13, 2010 Share Posted April 13, 2010 I don't know why it bothers me so much. A lot of tiny, stupid things bug the hell out of me, and this especially does. I think its because I feel pretty shallow; I definitely care about other aspects besides looks, but I primarily base first impressions on looks. I really wish I wasn't like this, it annoys me that I'm like this and I hate myself for it. But I'm really not that good looking. Even if I work very hard on my body and hair and style I'm still not really that attractive. I've been told I'm cute sometimes, but never hot. The worst part about it is if I hear a girl telling me I'm ugly or overheard a girl calling me ugly or gross (which has happened in the past) it irritates me to no end and just makes me super depressed. I wish I could stop putting so much emphasis and worth on my looks, because I know its really not worth it, but I can't realize this for some reason. I'm super lucky to not have any physical malformations, but I still just am super bummed that I'm ugly. Link to comment
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