flyguy23 Posted April 13, 2010 Share Posted April 13, 2010 Even though she and I have been broken up for over a month now I saw her yesterday for the first time to give her things back. Now I keep replaying that event in my head. How I only saw her for a minute and nothing was barely said. Not only that as I lie in bed right now I jus keep havin pity in my life. I keep thinkin how I work till midnight 3 to 4 times a week now and because of it I won't ever meet anyone again because in my heart I believe that's one of the reasons she's not with me now. Now I hate my job and I'm hating moving cuz it killed us. Well she let it kill us. I don't know, nothing feels right right now. I mean when I saw her yesterday I was cool and collective n did not show emotion. I'm jus hating life right now cuz I kee blaming for moving and taking a different job. I feel like if I didn't we wud still be together. So now I think ill never find anyone again. And she wasn't perfect but she was all I had althoughshe treated me like crap. Was it the right thing to do by not saying anything to her yesterday? I didn't wanna beg or put her on a pedestal. I haven't called or texted her. This is tuff guys Link to comment
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