iilovehiim Posted April 12, 2010 Share Posted April 12, 2010 Okay I don't know exactly what is wrong with me but for some reason I have a strong sense that my boyfriend is either cheating on me, thinking about cheating on me or is about to. The reasons I say this is because for one: he erases the history on the computer and when i ask him he says he doesn't do that, although today he was on myspace and i saw him on it when i came home from school, I asked him why he didnt add me yet and he said that I didnt send him a request to add; but he can search for me and request me as a friend. So im like okay whatever so i hop in the shower and when i get done i hop on the computer and check the history, yet again his myspace trail is erased! For two: its like I can never stop annoying, everything i do is * * * * ing annoying for example this morning he made me 2 toaster strudels for breakfast. I was lying in bed when he came in and gave me the food. i ate one but the inside was super hot so i wanted to wait til the other one cooled down so I went to the bathroom then i came out washed my hands and everything and i go inside the room and start eating the other strudel. (Do you find anything wrong with me doing that?). He looks at me and says thats dumb so you hop in the shower and then eat? I tell him yea because the pastry was still hot in the inside. Still he says thats dumb. Okay so what if i want to do that does it even matter kuz im still eating it right? I dont feel like I can be myself around him and its more like he wants me to do and like everything he does. What do i do? I feel like everything is falling apart because of me. Now I have a history of guys cheating on me and this * * * * is getting on my nerves. He always says he will never cheat but damn whats with all the erasing? Can anyone please give me a piece of mind? i know its kind of highschool but cheating and all that bull * * * * still happens outside of highschool does it not?. Link to comment
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