coolgirl Posted April 12, 2010 Share Posted April 12, 2010 Everytime, I get frustrated I cant seem to fall asleep and have a hard time getting up in the morning. Not only that I am trying to strive to make it to class on time and not missing out on anything, on top of that trying to get my grades up so i be taken off probation for financial aid. On top of that a good friend of mine is frustrating me even more with her constant lying and cant take anymore of her crap so this is the 2nd time I've had to cut communication with her. I cant deal with her right now. Cant even face my ex's family. ( not that i have harsh feeling or anything, i'm just not ready to come face to face with them yet, yet alone my ex himself) ( if my ex was not a family friend it would had been easier not to hang around his other family members, not talking about his parents but his intermediate family ) So I'm going to try to cut him out of my life and pretend he does not exisit. So it be easier for me to move on and not hang on to any hope. I have moved on 95 % its that 5 % i'm trying to get rid of. I try to keep on strong and not trying to show any weakness. Its like I'm striving to be okay when I'm not. Sometimes, I think my energy is to high. Which is scaring me. I dont tend to talk about my feelings or anything that is going on with my life. sometimes I think if I was ever built on ever trusting anyone ever again. Is this to much to take in? Link to comment
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