letting go. heartbreak and agony.

[katified]

so i guess the fling and him are 'officially' dating now according to his facebook status. 'in a relationship'. it's funny how things change. less then a few weeks and he's already sleeping and dating a 17/18 year old. 3 years down the drain. not to mention his homelessness, being carless, and in debt now due to us breaking up [prior posts will explain]. i don't understand any of it. i know he did really love me. so it's extremely hurtful.

 

i curled up in a ball and cried on my floor when i read. i know that sounds so pathetic, but i guess it was just the last part of me. i couldn't cry much, because i've cried so much already. it's just like an empty weight. it's even worse when you can't cry anymore. no release.

 

i know he's rebounding, but it doesn't make it any less painful. i knew everything about him, and he knew everything about me for so long. we were the perfect couple, and he couldn't stand to go a few hours without talking to me. he was loving, and kind. overnight, he fell out of love. the other day he was telling me he was unhappy, and that his life had not changed much. that he had acted blindly, and regretted it.

 

so why run away?

 

i guess. it's just time to... let go. ](*,) of everything i thought i knew. very sad right now.

 

i will miss him.

[Sanesoul]

He's her problem now. You are a beautiful girl and deserve so much better.

 

Think of this as your lucky break. You no longer have to deal with this loser, and will find someone much better.

[katified]

He's her problem now. You are a beautiful girl and deserve so much better.

 

Think of this as your lucky break. You no longer have to deal with this loser, and will find someone much better.

 

I hope so. He was my best friend. I feel as though I've lost my heart.

 

Although who he is now, is not the person I knew.

[Sanesoul]

I hope so. He was my best friend. I feel as though I've lost my heart.

 

Although who he is now, is not the person I knew.

 

Keep telling yourself that. Sometimes people change for the worse. It's unfortunate, but you are no longer along for the ride, and that's good for you.

[katified]

Keep telling yourself that. Sometimes people change for the worse. It's unfortunate, but you are no longer along for the ride, and that's good for you.

 

Yes... I can say that for 3 years I got something some people never get, and I got the better part of him. What he's going through right now is not who he used to be, and if that girl can put up with his issues right now then I guess maybe she really does care.

 

Good luck to her.

 

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