thankyou for the courage!!!!!asked him ...got the NO I NEEDED....

[lafifi]

Posted yesterday....about what does havnt moved on....and thankyou so much for your truly helpful answers...

 

Couldnt sleep so sent him another email....

 

And this time simply asked....

 

Does your words mean...that you have made your choice....

 

That your future does not include me.....

 

 

His answer simply and clearly was yes....

 

 

 

So as hard as it is to hear....the yes has set me free...

 

 

His words of anything else...in his recent emails...mean nothing...

 

 

It is yes to....i choose now ....to never have you in my life....at least i know now....

 

 

Instead of reading into other things...

 

Whatever he said ...wasnt true....about not moving on....his has said hes over it ....only 20 days of nc....6mths apart....

 

 

 

Truly....the alcohol.....wins again...

 

 

I hope now i can lay this to rest .....and in time be with someone who prefers to be with me....not the bottle and the lifestyle that goes with it.....

 

Thanks for being so helpful and supportive throughout this...

 

 

I dont know what i would have done without you all...x

[LoveSoDeep]

I know it's tough but I am so happy for you that you are free. You sound like a great weight has been lifted from your shoulders!

 

You deserve better! I wish you luck and love!