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something is not right and idk what?


bit3yerlip
What do you think is wrong?
What do you think is wrong?

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im in the office now at my desk. doing my internship sent by my college for 3 mths. my hands r so cold and sweaty now. im so quiet today. ver anti social. it was lunch just now and i had to lie to my colleage that i had a huge breakfast when she asked to join the bosses n other colleages at the nearby place. i was actually starving. i was so hungry i had no choice but to stop by the place that everybody went. when i reached the placed, they thought that i was going to join them, they took a chair for me. but i just shook my head n ordered my bread to take away to eat at the office. i felt safe when i was back at my desk, eating alone. i feel so useless now because im not given any tasks to do at work today it is already 2:45pm. i feel nervous and scared i cant decide on what. it's ok if i dont hv a reply here hehe this is the best i can do now to make myself feel a bit better. i cant talk on the phone. i dont feel like talking to anybody that i know. but it'd b nice if i can find out what's wrong with me now

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ps. i get scared n freaked out whenever theres an incomin call in this company im in. last week my colleage said to pick up the phone when i can. i feel so guilty now, she knws im here (my desk is right in front of me) when the phone rings but im not picking it up. ...omg...heres another call...... omfggggggg

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