18 days NC

[Anusha]

Today Im making 18 days NC.I fell fine,sure sometimes I fell sad and so on but I know Im doing what is best.I realized that when I miss him is not really him that I miss but the dream of the relationship.All that I wanted it to be.But I had enough of trying to change things and hoping it will be diferent,I waited for that for 5 years so way more than enough time for it to change.Im finally going away from all that disapointment,hurt and anger that was my relationship.It makes me fell free and is good to know I wont have to go trough that anymore.finally all that will be behind and I can find some happiness

[timetogrow]

Today Im making 18 days NC.I fell fine,sure sometimes I fell sad and so on but I know Im doing what is best.I realized that when I miss him is not really him that I miss but the dream of the relationship.All that I wanted it to be.But I had enough of trying to change things and hoping it will be diferent,I waited for that for 5 years so way more than enough time for it to change.Im finally going away from all that disapointment,hurt and anger that was my relationship.It makes me fell free and is good to know I wont have to go trough that anymore.finally all that will be behind and I can find some happiness

 

Glad to hear you have pulled yourself out of this relationship. May i know what's the reason for NC? Thx

[Anusha]

I tried LC but it didnt work.He didnt put much effort on it and it bothered me.Anyway is easier to get over someone you dont have contact with.

[Anusha]

Im felling a bit down now,I need some cheering up. Anybody can say some words to help me to fell better?