talk between my mom and me

[stillthere]

Today my mom run into my room and she was very angry…she talked to me for about 30minutes about my ex…she just can't understand that I can't let her go and that I can't stop thinking about her…she also was very mad that I was crying (she could see that once or twice on my face) .. people I know that my ex will stay my ex for ever I know that what she did to me was very very dirty and that I don't want to and can't go over it..

 

And we did try it so many times so I can't say maybe it would work but what hurts me the most is the fact that "people" puss me to forget about it like that…I can't forget about my first true love and we were in a rs for about one year and two months so it is the longest one too…

 

My mom just tolled me it has to be over or she will get mixed up..she can't stand it anymore to see how I suffer etc….but I need time my friends today I was on the beach and I was crying like a baby… I know she hurt my….i know I tried to break up with her last year but I guess it's because she was my first true love and I gave her so much I gave her all my love….

 

Today I received an anonymous call on my cell I guess that was her I didn't pick up because it has to be over…

 

One of my friends tolled me today a smart thing he said…see why didn't you let go 4 months ago she was just wasting your time because people don't change…and if you would try it one more time and one more time the effect would be the same you would only drag it and waist your time on her…

 

First love is the hardest one to go over I guess

 

Sorry for so many postings lately

 

Thanks again

[bleeder]

Hi StillThere,

 

Yes you are right. First love is the hardest to let go. It is one where we place our whole being into, all our efforts and time. That's why it hurts so bad when it is over.

 

But remember the term...first love, there'll be more to come. Do not believe in 'the first,the last, my everything' philosophy! Time will blur your memories, though it might not heal all wounds. Be patient and someday soon you will meet someone else. That's how our world evolve. Take heart.