So we are back together!!!

[volpe]

It's official... my ex and I are back together... no restrictions... !! I'm happy about it, very happy, a little hesitant naturally I think, but happy nonetheless. We broke up, mainly for his issue with not being sure about me, cause he got the job in Amsterdam and just panicked about our relationship and doing long distance. We started sleeping together again, I felt sure it wouldn't get complicated cause I had emotionally distanced myself, but quickly started to feel for him again, cause he is a good person... and I care for him. I couldn't handle just have sex with him without the whole deal though, so when he realized he would lose getting to hang out with me, rethought it and said he wants to be together with me the next two to three months, despite the fact that it makes him anxious about the future... that being with me is worth that anxiety. The nice thing about all of this really, is that I had a chance to see his real feelings of anxiety and know it wasn't about me, it was about him, that he was being sincere and trying his best, and that helped me be supportive of him without taking it all personally... and he saw that I was supportive and consistent and decided he didn't want to lose that...

[hockeyboy]

So what happens in 2-3 months?

[volpe]

oh, I don't know... we have agreed to just not worry about it... he has anxiety about this, more than I do, and I just want to enjoy him. I know that one of the cornerstones to a relationship is commitment and planning, and that was why he had difficulty with this. *But* since we can't know what will happen, we just roll with it. See how we feel when he is in Amsterdam. If we miss each other a lot, we can visit each other, if it lasts then we will be together.