My music is my safety blanket =)

[Ideal]

Hello everyone,

 

So lately I've been missing the ex alot and i've just felt like without him I can't live. I've noticed our friendship dying now, and it just hurts to see things end especially when I think of all our history...

 

Oh well, that's the way it is and I accept that. It was going to happen one day and might as well be sooner than later. I have other friends and they make me feel like I can live without him in my life.

 

Anyways, I was feeling depressed about the whole thing for a few days and it just gave me an uncomfortable feeling like things aren't going how they should. I was lying in bed a few nights ago and I had my ipod on shuffle for like the first time ever, and some music that I haven't listened to for like 3 years came on, and it just brought memories of the days before I even knew my ex. It made me think about how I was back then and the way I felt when I was into that kinda music. It's hard to explain, but it made me completely forget about my ex because this music had no link to my ex whatsoever and I just felt so good because I instantly felt like the old me. It's as if I went back in time to when I never even knew what it meant to be in love.

 

It's just strange how things from the past can make you remember so much about how you used to be and feel that you feel as if you are actually back in the past.

 

So now I'm still sad about how me and my ex are leaving each others lives slowly but now I feel like I am going to be just fine without him because I remember more clearly now that there was a time when I didn't even know he existed. My old music has really become my safety blanket for the nights I feel sad. It immediately soothes me and brings me back to happier times.

 

Have any of you had the same kind of feeling ever?

 

Sorry if this is a strange post, it's just some random thoughts lol.

[Raistlin]

Your post describes the feeling I've been scrounging for for months. I've been slowly detaching myself from life and anything I've ever enjoyed because it all has associations with someone I don't associate with anymore.

 

It's 2 days shy of the 1 year mark of the big break up. I was fine for months, but with the year coming up, it's been hard.

 

Thank you for writing this. You've written exactly what I've been trying to say, but failing at.

[Ideal]

Your post describes the feeling I've been scrounging for for months. I've been slowly detaching myself from life and anything I've ever enjoyed because it all has associations with someone I don't associate with anymore.

 

It's 2 days shy of the 1 year mark of the big break up. I was fine for months, but with the year coming up, it's been hard.

 

Thank you for writing this. You've written exactly what I've been trying to say, but failing at.

 

I can understand how it's hard now since ur close to the 1 year mark. I'm glad this post helped express what you wanted to say. I really hope all goes well for you. PM me if you ever need someone to listen, I'm happy to lend an ear anytime =)