giving up

[pain]

just feel like giving up its hard living thou darkest hours i feel beaten down low and my self worth takes a beating

 

going thou hell is hell

 

how does one except themselves and just say "i am who i am"

 

sometimes i feel like a screw up but i guess everyone makes mistakes

 

does anyone fell like life has left them behind

i feel like that

just feel depressed sad

trying to hang in there

[waveseer]

I am far from perfect, took forever to get through college, have been married three times to two different men, have spent much of my motherhood as a single parent, been distracted by unhealthy relationships, and fail to be the type of friend I wish I could be.

 

I also value life, freedom, happiness, and love above all other things.

 

I'm totally okay with myself today, tomorrow I will make another attempt to improve.

[pain]

yes i know at times i can be so hard on myself i need to forgive myself i need to except me and tell myself i am good enough now having said that i just need to get thou to myself till it sinks in!!!

[waveseer]

Repetition works as does correcting contrary thoughts. Pay attention to your self-care: diet, exercise, and rest. Learn to meditate, relax and quiet your thoughts. Life can be so much better and you can get there one change at a time.