Ms.Lady Posted March 26, 2009 Share Posted March 26, 2009 I'm just tired of everything at this point. I'm tired of love and I'm irritated with the people in my life. I'm depressed about my ex and I can't even get freakin support from family and friends. No one really cares and thats what irks the hell out of me. I basically get, oh you'll be fine blah blah blah. Everyone goes on with their lives. I don't expect anyone to be there 24/7. A hug or someone that would take the time to listen to me would be nice. But none of my family and friends never care to listen to me. However when they have a problem, I'm always there to have their back. I'm so depressed and lonely. I have no one I can talk to and I'm crying tonight. The one person who listened to me & I thought cared about me flaked out on me & what do I have.. nothing I have nothing but myself and I have nothing to do but sulk on this computer chair and listen to my sobs and loneliness. I keep wanting to hear his voice, I want him to come back and say he made a mistake. I want things back to the way they used to. How pathetic that I keep looking at my cell phone, expecting him to call and get disappointed when it's someone else. What's even worst is today is his birthday, I looked at his myspace and he's excited.. throwing a party. He's not even thinking about me... It sucks that he's happy while I'm here miserable .. People suck.. I just cannot stand life and the disappointments I get from people. Link to comment
ellymay Posted March 26, 2009 Share Posted March 26, 2009 Aw. I'm really sorry your depressed. I know the feeling of no one being there. The fact that you just want someone to hug you and just BE THERE. No comment on "being okay" because sometimes your just not okay. And I completely understand about how your there for them but there not there for you. And I'm really sorry about your boyfriend. Maybe you could leave him a message saying happy birthday. if it's too hard don't I just thought then he may think about you like you want. Sorry your in pain -Elly Link to comment
Ms.Lady Posted March 26, 2009 Author Share Posted March 26, 2009 Aw. I'm really sorry your depressed. I know the feeling of no one being there. The fact that you just want someone to hug you and just BE THERE. No comment on "being okay" because sometimes your just not okay. And I completely understand about how your there for them but there not there for you. And I'm really sorry about your boyfriend. Maybe you could leave him a message saying happy birthday. if it's too hard don't I just thought then he may think about you like you want. Sorry your in pain -Elly I 've been through this so many times and each time makes me more and more jaded towards men in general. I know not all men are wishy washy or jerks but at this point I'm just numb with bitterness. I always seem to give my heart out to people.. only for them to step on it and what do I get... nothing for it! Link to comment
ellymay Posted March 26, 2009 Share Posted March 26, 2009 You know how people say there are lot of fish in the sea? Well what we need is a special pool for the "good" ones. Then the ones who are looking for commitment and have other thing on there mind, you won't run into them. I know I shouldn't say this but you need to dry your tear. I know it may be hard and I know your very sad right now but I'll keep talking on here with you if it helps. You can't waste your tears on him. He doesn't deserve it. I'm on here if you'd like to talk. I don't want you crying. -Elly Link to comment
Ms.Lady Posted March 26, 2009 Author Share Posted March 26, 2009 You know how people say there are lot of fish in the sea? Well what we need is a special pool for the "good" ones. Then the ones who are looking for commitment and have other thing on there mind, you won't run into them. I know I shouldn't say this but you need to dry your tear. I know it may be hard and I know your very sad right now but I'll keep talking on here with you if it helps. You can't waste your tears on him. He doesn't deserve it. I'm on here if you'd like to talk. I don't want you crying. -Elly I'm feeling a little better.. I just wish I could get rid of the butterflies in my stomach and the emptiness I feel. Link to comment
ellymay Posted March 26, 2009 Share Posted March 26, 2009 Eat Icecream. If you need to cry you need to eat chocolate or icecream or something sweet. I know some girls are worried about there weight but if you do you have a damn good excuse! I'm glad you feeling better. -Elly Link to comment
emj27 Posted March 26, 2009 Share Posted March 26, 2009 I know exactly how you feel...I'm so sorry Link to comment
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