Out of sight, out of mind...

[emj27]

...I can't WAIT till this can be the case!

 

I had an ok-ish day, one of the most 'ok' days I've had so far. Just got on with things, felt not TOO bad, even had a bit of a flirt with a boy in my seminar.

 

Then I got home, and there is evidence that he has been in the house, showered, done some dishes, tidied his room and completely emptied all his stuff out of the fridge. Nothing particularly upsetting in any of that, but just the thought of him....pushed me right back and I feel terrible again and I can't seem to shake it.

[sosilver]

Hang in there, you are doing so much better than your last posts, and it will just keep getting better from here on. Tell yourself he is not worth it, not worth ruining your mood. Say it out loud

[SapphireNoir10]

You'll shake it eventually. ITs not easy, but clearing out your space and making it yours again will help.