cant sleep and very confused

[confused19811607307979]

hi..not sure how to start this so i'll get straight down to it...

 

i started dating a woman a year ago after chattin to her loads on the fone, we got on great and everythi seemed to b goin great, then i became ill and had to study for my CIMA strategic exams which took up every weekend and most week nights, but because she lived an 1hr and a half away we didnt get much chance to see each other until easter of last year, by which point I had a virus.

 

I was sooo looking forward to seeing her, but ended sleepin for 4 days solid and only gettin out of bed to for 30 mins at a time. Along with this i didnt have any spare time running up to my May 08 exams that i told her because i wanted her to b happy to move on, which she did and met some1 else who made her happy and consequently they are now engaged and she lives 3-4 hrs away.

 

besides this i still cant stop thinkin about her and wenever i talk to her it brings back how i felt. i have never been in love but know that i would fall head over heels for this girl again and know this is the girl of my dreams.

 

however, saying that im not a home wrecker but think she feels the same way, but as she doesnt want to b hurt again by me shes staying loyal to her fiancee. I either need to move on and get closure or fight for her and show her how much she means to me...im not sleepin due to this dilemma! Surely some1 out there can help me!

[blueeyedme]

First off, settle down. Secondly, is sounds like you are still talking to her - so, tell her how you feel. You will find out real quick where she is at...either way, you can be happy for her and get your closure.