Phoenix_girl Posted January 8, 2009 Share Posted January 8, 2009 Its been a little more then 2 months since i last heard from my friend. He disappeared from my life, for what reason i dont know - last i heard from him he wanted to catch up. I've been doing a lot of work on myself and some self reflection on my life, even thinking about going to a counsellor about a few things. My friend and i have had a lot of miscommunication and misunderstandings, esp since he pushed me to confess my feelings for him. But i still think about him....every day. I dont know how to stop, and it hurts. Now i find myself wanting to send him an email asking him to talk to me, so we can clear everything up. I dont know what to do. I feel so lost. I've gone this long thinking the pain would lessen over time. I made it through Christmas, i made it through my b-day, and new years.....but the pain hasnt decreased at all. I still cry. i still dream about it. What can i do? Should i send him the email - one last fight for our friendship? Will the pain go away? Link to comment
xCOREx Posted January 8, 2009 Share Posted January 8, 2009 "What can i do? Should i send him the email - one last fight for our friendship? Will the pain go away?" i think if you do that theres always desire for that "one last ________" . I'd say stay postive and fight for it or walk away and be happy for what you have had. Being more decisive is key here. In the end do something and be proud and happy becuase life is amazing and theres no reason not to be. GL hearts xCOREx Link to comment
Phoenix_girl Posted January 8, 2009 Author Share Posted January 8, 2009 When i say "one last fight" i mean that. I'm not going to be chasing after him. I just dont want him to ignore me now, and then sometime down the road try to come back into my life like nothing happened. Did i mention he told me (last time i heard from him) that he has a girlfriend? Link to comment
xCOREx Posted January 8, 2009 Share Posted January 8, 2009 id assume thats why. he might feel wrong about talking with you etc. idk my advice is to do either thing and stick to it. you can only ever be one thing at any givin moment. Link to comment
ghost69 Posted January 8, 2009 Share Posted January 8, 2009 well you said he was your friend. you took a chance telling him your feelings and now this happened. you have to live with your decision. Link to comment
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