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All I can say is I don't know what kind of emotions/feelings I have gone had in the past couple of days to be maiking this post.

 

A week ago I would have given anything to get back with my ex. Quick background (you can search my other threads as well) been broken up for two months, she wanted to stay friends, and has been an emotional rollercoaster ever since. She text/called me over the holidays, calls and texts to see what I am doing for no reason, invites me over, etc.....

 

I think what may have turned my mood was her inviting me over a few days ago and her having pictures of her ex in a couple places. Part of me thinks she is really confused, but I am not 100% sure.

 

My last rollercoaster was on Sunday and haven't talked to her since. After I got home from work last night I started realizing that I am being to hard on myself; Why am I letting someone control my feelings/emotions. She broke up with me.....Today I didn't think about her and actually am starting to feel like I am moving on.

 

Maybe my mind is playing games with me, but I am actually doing good. With my luck, she will call and want me back. Haha, just kidding.

 

ANyways, I am going ot give it a couple of days and see where my emotions are then. Who knows, maybe I won't look back?

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I hope that you can move on and not look back. I am in that stage where i'd do anything in this WORLD to have my ex-bf back...but he won't talk to me, respond to texts/calls, nothing. i can only hope and pray that soon, and VERY SOON, i will start to realize...why in the WORLD do i want to be with someone who doesn't want me or doesn't love me and why and i wasting so many valuable emotions on someone who doesn't even want to talk to me?!

I realize all this...now i just gotta BELIEVE it all and THEN,...MOVE ON.

That's the hard part...

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I hope that you can move on and not look back. I am in that stage where i'd do anything in this WORLD to have my ex-bf back...but he won't talk to me, respond to texts/calls, nothing. i can only hope and pray that soon, and VERY SOON, i will start to realize...why in the WORLD do i want to be with someone who doesn't want me or doesn't love me and why and i wasting so many valuable emotions on someone who doesn't even want to talk to me?!

I realize all this...now i just gotta BELIEVE it all and THEN,...MOVE ON.

That's the hard part...

 

Like I said, last week, heck 3 or so days ago I would have given anything too. Don't get me wrong, there is still a part of her in my heart and there will always be. This sounds crazy, but since I woke up this morning feeling this way, I thought I would give something a try. I sent her a text message.........and I haven't heard back from her. This is the first time since we broke up that she hasn't responded. Maybe I am getting better, I am not trying to figure out what she is doing and why she hasn't responded. Probably out with another guy, LOL. Oh well, her loss.

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OMG tell me how you did it?!?!?!

 

I DO NOT want to be with my ex anymore - but I still feel like I love him and would give anything to have him back. I wish I had him out of my system but for now he is totally controlling my emotions!

wrrrrrrrrrr

 

 

Elsewhere...I think it is best summed up like createhappiness say..."there comes a moment of a clarity where you just get fed up with the bulls**t from the ex and start living for yourself"

 

As I stated, my ex is not "out" of my system, but has been pushed way aside and I am taking care of myself. I was sitting around thinking, etc....and finally figured there is nothing I can do, so why not just move on. I am hoping that tomorrow will be a good day just like today.

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Yea, but he never gave me any BS What am I gonna get over?

 

BS in my opinion can be calssified as many different things and doesn't have to be "directly" implied by them.....

- giving you false hope

- texting/calling you

- making you analyze stuff

- making you lose sleep

- making you question yourself

- etc....

 

Stuff like that. Personally (opinion only) can be classified as anything that toys with your emotions/feelings.

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Not disagreeing with what you said, but in my case my ex cares about me too and she toys with my emotions.

 

Also, guess who called me early this morning before work....that's right, the ex. She was telling me sorry for not responding to my text. Trying ot continue to stay strong. To be honest, it was just a pleasant conversation.....trying to not analyze anything about it.

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