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The television and the radio mentioning the spot where my ex and i hung out at so much, its where we met and spent most of our time. It's certainly a hot spot. I used to love that place but now i hate it i hate hearing the name of it mentioned. It's all over the radio and the tv I know he still goes there almost everyday and i know he will most probably be there tonight.

 

I am not going out tonight. I am celebrating home with some friends.

 

I feel like absolute crap.

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oh i know, new years is a bad time for those who have broken up, and its so friggin hot im sitting here in a pile of sweat...

 

its not only that, its christmas as well.

 

Maybe you should start really focussing on his bad points. I dont know if u have written a list of them already, but I think its time you did...........

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I'm with you there - NY eve is my ex's birthday and this is the first time in 6 years I won't be spending it with him. Plus I have work at 4am tomorrow. So I'm hiding in my room while my mates are downstairs on the piss.

 

Chin up doll. Know that you're not the only one in this boat and all the best for 2009.

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I wasnt going to start drinking till just before midnight but looks like i might start earlier. It's 5 hours to go here now.

 

I feel so upset. Tears keep forming in my eyes. I feel so sad and so depressed. I miss my baby so much. Is it normal to be feeling this bad?

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Oh god someone help me please. I am on the verge of sending him a text message......Nooooooooooooooooooooooooo cant break 107 days of NC.

 

Far out....What do i do?

 

 

All this is is societal pressure to be coupled on new years eve.

 

You just have to focus on this scenario:

 

How will you feel if: ok you start drinking now, and by 11:30 think Oh why not i'll give him a call... he answers.. he's pissed, he either blows you off.. you hear a chick in the background (he could be anywhere so you wont know who that is... you start getting desperate... bawling... asking questions...

 

How are you going to feel tomorrow?

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All this is is societal pressure to be coupled on new years eve.

 

You just have to focus on this scenario:

 

How will you feel if: ok you start drinking now, and by 11:30 think Oh why not i'll give him a call... he answers.. he's pissed, he either blows you off.. you hear a chick in the background (he could be anywhere so you wont know who that is... you start getting desperate... bawling... asking questions...

 

How are you going to feel tomorrow?

 

In all honesty i dont think i could feel much worse than i am now. I am at my lowest low and each day feels like i am sinking to a new low. Man oh man. I never knew it would be this damn hard. I love him so much.

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It had it's faults like any relationship i guess.

 

Littlestar he treated you like crap and you know it, don't lie to yourself.

 

 

Also, if you think about it this way, that place is probably everyone's hot spot....it wasn't just a place for you and the ex. If I thought about it that way, I know it would help me.

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