i donno what to feel at this point...

[koreangelxp]

so tomorrow at 6:30 pm my ex and i are going to have a talk about everything and see if we can work things out or if we should just be broken up and move on with our lives without each other.... i have no idea whats going to happen... i mean a part of me wants to work things out... but at the same time... i donno if its worth trying to work things out with him...

 

cuz hes hurt me so much and i donno if i want to go thru this emotional rollercoaster with him again... and he just breaks up with me next christmas again like he did this year and last year... and its like why should i put up with it again?

 

but at the same time.... maybe it wont happen again next year and he will get his act together and stop playing stupid games and realize that this is real life... not no high school drama crap.

 

i know im getting older and i want to spend the rest of my life with someone who loves me for me, and wants to get married and have kids...

 

and if he doesnt want that... now... and maybe he will later... but i need to know that in the future thats going to happen cuz thats what i want... and i want the guy im with to want the same...

 

*sigh* i donno anymore... i guess we shall see what happens... if we work it out or go out separate ways.... either way... its going to be a long road of healing and pushing forward.

[Sn0man]

It sounds to me as if you don't know what you want from this relationship - whether you want it to continue or end. If you're going to have a conversation with him about it tomorrow, you had better decide now which way you intend to go.

 

Waiting until the moment you have this conversation to make up your mind can only result in one conclusion - breakup.

 

Best to really search yourself and decide what it is you want from yourself, from him, and from your relationship.

[koreangelxp]

It sounds to me as if you don't know what you want from this relationship - whether you want it to continue or end. If you're going to have a conversation with him about it tomorrow, you had better decide now which way you intend to go.

 

Waiting until the moment you have this conversation to make up your mind can only result in one conclusion - breakup.

 

Best to really search yourself and decide what it is you want from yourself, from him, and from your relationship.

 

i know but it really all depends on what his answers are to my questions that i have for him to answer too... if he doesnt answer them right... then theres no point of continuing the relationship... but if he does answer them right... then we can rebuild the relationship that is broken and be happy again.