thebunny21 Posted December 17, 2008 Share Posted December 17, 2008 I don't know if this is the right place to begin this thread, but oh well... I think I'm depressed but I don't know. I know that sounds weird that I don't know if I'm depressed or not but... Lately, after losing my job, things in my head just haven't been right. I stopped doing my school work, I am constantly over-thinking things (which has always been a problem of mine, but has gotten increasingly worse), and I have been feeling very, very alone. I feel like everyone has forgotten about, including my family and boyfriend. I've gotten increasing hard on myself. Nothing really makes me happy anymore, but I still have happy moments. That's what throws me off, because things still make me laugh and somewhat happy, but the next minute it's all down the drain again. I've been feeling like my boyfriend doesn't care and our relationship is losing a lot of what it used to be, I'm a huge failure, no one really wants to be around me, and when I need help the most, all of my friends have become nonexistant. And on top of it all, I've been feeling like a burden cuz I'm constantly needing cheering up, or something from someone. I'm really desperate right now, and I HATE being the victim, because I am not one of those people that need sympathy from people to live. I'd rather not have people feeling sorry for me, but that's all I seem to be getting right now. Link to comment
penelope13 Posted December 17, 2008 Share Posted December 17, 2008 I am sorry to hear that you are feeling down. It would be best for you to check in with your PCP and discuss your feelings, so that he/she can recommend if it is necessary for you to see a specialist. Many of my friends are on anti-depressants. Ever since taking them they have found the energy again to face any potential problem in their lives. Good luck to you Link to comment
thebunny21 Posted December 17, 2008 Author Share Posted December 17, 2008 Thank you for your advice. Unfortunately I have no health insurance to go to the doctor and it gets pricey to go to the doctor where I live without it. I would love to go to a therapist again, but no health insurance! Link to comment
penelope13 Posted December 17, 2008 Share Posted December 17, 2008 Why don't you try to PM with one of the experts here on ENA. I am sure one of them might be a therapist/ doctor Link to comment
thebunny21 Posted December 17, 2008 Author Share Posted December 17, 2008 Oh. I didn't know that they had that. Link to comment
penelope13 Posted December 17, 2008 Share Posted December 17, 2008 just check out the "expert advice Forum" Link to comment
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