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What I am feeling is worse then death, and there is no way out, I dont know how to get out of it but I know I will have to, I dont think I will kill myself, but I dont know how to get out of this

 

I dug this grave for myself, I can not describe this nightmare I created, I hope I die in my sleep but that is not possible

 

 

God damn I could scream, I can not believe what I have done to myself, I have essentially destroyed my life, just destroyed it I can not believe it

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basically the inability to stick up for myself as well as not being able to get over something a few years ago has resulted in the loss of my manhood as well as some other physical problems like this constant dizzy/lightheaded feeling in my head

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You can still enjoy life without your manhood. You're not the only one. Remember that.

 

Physical problems - go to the doctor.

Emotional issue(not standing up for yourself, as well as not getting over the loss of your manhood) - therapy/counseling.

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You can still enjoy life without your manhood. You're not the only one. Remember that.

 

Physical problems - go to the doctor.

Emotional issue(not standing up for yourself, as well as not getting over the loss of your manhood) - therapy/counseling.

 

well for a guy who is pretty much a virgin and was looking forward to getting a girl it is pretty much a hard thing to take

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well for a guy who is pretty much a virgin and was looking forward to getting a girl it is pretty much a hard thing to take

 

Why is that so?? You shy or maybe haven't found the right girl, if so no problem the right one will come. What are you trying to get over with that you say happened years ago??

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This may sound too easy but it works..

Facing and accepting 'it' will get you through, bearing in mind that acceptance is a state of mind that will take time to sink in. Once this state of mind takes hold though, the only way out for you will be upwards and onwards. Practicsing forgiveness while you do it, to those who have harmed you, and to yourself will help complete the process more quickly.

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Why is that so?? You shy or maybe haven't found the right girl?? What are you trying to get over with taht you say happened years ago??

 

it is a long story, something happened about 3 years ago when I was trying to get my life together after suffering a pretty traumatic childhood, then this thing happened and I couldnt get over it, I couldnt get over it because I had made so much progress and I was left in a hell, and since then I have been having this problem with anger/noise and sticking up for myself

 

It is hard to explain, this physical problem that happened, how this physical problem that happened was basically a result of me being a coward, it is rather embaressing to say

 

I only wish my problem was not finding the right girl or being shy over girls, now the problem is I have no desire for girls

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Therapy always helps out, but you would first have to forgive yourself if you still carry on luggages from the past. The past is the past, you gotta focus on the present.

 

yea well that is my problem, if I couldnt get over this thing 3 years ago after suffering a horrific childhood and was so close to finding a peace and happiness for myself, I dont see how I will get over it now , now that I have all these problems created for myself in addition I feel this guilt over my dog and how crappy I treated him over the last few years, I put him down in August and I couldnt even comfort him or care for him because I was so * * * * ed up

 

Now I am just stuck in a world of hell, absolute pure hell that I can not describe, I know I will have to find my way out and I dont know how, if I couldnt get over this thing 3 years ago when I had a clear * * * * ing concience and I was healthy, I dont understand how I can get over it now

 

* * * * me, just a complete waste of life, just amazing I am still around, I dont understand how people kill themselves but I know I am not going to because I am scared to die and really never felt happiness so that is why I probably still kick around

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It sounds like you directly (or indirectly) caused (or allowed) damage to your physical appearance. I am only guessing here because you are not being specific. It seems (from your posts) that the torment you feel from a childhood experience has been unbearable and you are having a rough time coping with it. Am I right or am I way off base?

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It sounds like you directly (or indirectly) caused (or allowed) damage to your physical appearance. I am only guessing here because you are not being specific. It seems (from your posts) that the torment you feel from a childhood experience has been unbearable and you are having a rough time coping with it. Am I right or am I way off base?

 

well not my appearance, other physical areas

 

and as far as the torment, this is basically coming from these physical problems I now have to deal with

 

 

before all this I was dealing with mental stuff that I couldnt get over and they more or less caused these physical problems, it is hard to explain and kind of stupid

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well not my appearance, other physical areas

 

and as far as the torment, this is basically coming from these physical problems I now have to deal with

 

 

before all this I was dealing with mental stuff that I couldnt get over and they more or less caused these physical problems, it is hard to explain and kind of stupid

 

 

OK, I think I am getting some kind of picture, it's very foggy, but its something.

 

We live in a time where most of the physical imparements that happen as a result of an accident or self inflicted can be fixed. Take for example John Wayne Bobbit, his wife Loraina cut off his penis in a jealous rage while he was sleeping. Modern medicine rebuilt his penis and now he is doing porn movies in Vegas. The moral of this true story is, whatever damage that was done, can be undone. I know this sounds trite, but right now you have to get your bearings straight.

First: Search online for the best doctors in your area whom are qualified to deal with your particular medical trauma.

Second: Talk to these doctors over the phone about your medical condition, get advice and listen to what they have to say. Most doctors/surgens offer a free medical evaluation - do it.

Third: Find out the costs involved. Yeah I know this is a big one, reconstructive surgery is never cheap if you have insurance it might help, but--------

Fourth: If you don't have the money or a rich relative to help pay for this you are going to have to do it on your own. In your head set the date for the surgery - one year from today- Work hard and focus on saving money with that goal in mind.

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I can understand the shame that you feel over what you did. But if you are finding it difficult to talk about it here on this forum then I have to assume that you have not sought medical attention for this and you may be still dealing with an open wound. If this is the case than you need to talk to us now, this could be an extremely dangerous situation. Please, explain to us what happened.

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