Leahh Posted September 25, 2008 Share Posted September 25, 2008 okay so me and my boyfriend were together for 2 years. I have always suffered from low self esteem and insecurities but over the last 4 months or so it has gotten so much worse. I also suffer from eating problems as well. My boyfriend and I had the funnest relationship and did everything together. He is my best friend. But lately my low self esteem has made my moods mad and i am unpredictable and irritable and I always take it out on him. I always compare myself to other girls or think he is going to leave me for someone else even though he is great to me and loves me so much. 3 days ago he broke up with me saying its way to hard to watch me upset and to have me so irritable. He said I needed to get help and that he wants to be with me but right now I need to help myself. So I went into a cousellor building and got set up with a councellor for next week to go to weekly sessions. He says he wants us to get back together once I start figuring myself out and I want that to I love him so much. Im just suffering so much right now its only been 3 days and I miss him so much. I know that if I can start getting better we can get back together and have a much stronger healthier relationship. We are talking and keeping in touch. He says he wants to have daily contact so we dont start to move on. I guess what I am asking for is some advice with how to cope with this? I miss him and im terrified he is going to move on even though he says he would never. I feel so guilty and so upset that I have damaged my relationsship and now he isnt mine. I am so lost without him. Link to comment
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