MSP Posted September 22, 2008 Share Posted September 22, 2008 *I fiqured I would rant in here, and see people's opinions if you don't mind* I'm 20 years old Asian-american male and every since the years after 18, I figured my life would be better. I have went to a community college for 2 years and today I'm currently at a student at UTA (University of Texas at Arlington.) Today I had to take a test in Business Calculus class and I know I did horrible on. I study this whole week for this 11 question test. I mean its sad that I used up my time to study all the time only to do poorly on a test. As a matter of fact I always choke on test. How can I do better? I feel like other people just study as little and they are greatly do better then me. I try to cut down my hobbies so I can do good. That aside, my love life sucks. I never had a girlfriend in my life and I'm still a virgin. I look at porn and whack off to on a daily basis. It's pretty sad. I haven't been to the gym for a year and I'm becoming a fat ass. Reason why I stop going because no one really noticed me even when I lost weight and gotten muscles. When I'm really feeling down I sometimes drink and smoke weed at a friends house. I'm currently trying to stop, but sometimes my emotions get so downed that I just want to smoke something. I almost picked up cigarettes, but I didn't. I also feel anti-social with women in general. All my friends (95%) are males, and no I'm not gay, I'm just terrible with women. I'm not a funny guy unless I do something utterly stupid like fall down or being drunk. Any tips will be appreciated =D God I hate my life! I'm eating a brownie now because I hate my life. (I didn't mean to sound like * * * * * , but its the truth) "The truth hurts." Link to comment
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