hope this helps.

[mellybelly]

feeling so restless i could scream.

missing michael so much,

our life together was never boring. even in the simple things we had so much fun. all i had to do was say, "michelly, let's go on an adventure!!" and he would conjure up some plan. sometimes really silly, but always so wonderful and sweet.

 

i can't think of anything that will make me feel less crazy, i'm going to wander the desert and take some photos. lately, i am glad the desert is my natural habitat...it seems to match my soul.

[thejigsup]

In time, you will share what Michael taught you about the joy of living with someone else. I know you don't believe it at this point, but you will. That way, Michael and his love of adventure will never die. Things will get better, trust me. Start having adventures on your own, they can be awesome!

[mellybelly]

In time, you will share what Michael taught you about the joy of living with someone else. I know you don't believe it at this point, but you will. That way, Michael and his love of adventure will never die. Things will get better, trust me. Start having adventures on your own, they can be awesome!

 

thanks for the support jigsup!

i honestly can't see myself romantically with anyone else at this point...but I definitely do plan on sharing adventures and love with as many people as i can! my mission mostly in life has always been to spread love, and I feel it is even more important now...it's just that this healing process is crazy, and I know that I'll never meet a soul like Michael's who I can relate to so much. : /

 

He's my favorite, always.

 

love to you,

melly