Ambitous Posted September 10, 2008 Share Posted September 10, 2008 You can say, I am the least good with relationships_ lately I havent been feeling anything, as though I am numb, coming out of 3 bad relationships after investing so much time into them I end up being the one who gets left behind, with each heartbreak I know I get stronger but this last heartbreak left me for dead, my feelings I can't feel, I don't feel my heart breaking I don't feel anything, I keep wanting to break down but I just can't its like I feel disappointed and mad. Maybe at myself but maybe at her? This last girl I was with cheated on me, and I caught her red handed. I walked away and forced myself to move on. I'm just not feeling anything this time, Is this normal I keep asking myself? I can't get my mind off her, can't stop myself from seeing her with someone else inside my mind. Its like a bad movie that replays itself over and over in my head, I feel like a robot when I'm at work, even though I don't feel like doing anything I'm forcing myself to do life because I know I need to. I haven't felt like myself, maybe its the disappointment that got me feeling this way, Am I still shock from this? I feel so used up and so dried out, I want to break down and cry but when I try to let it out I just can't seem to shed a tear___ I ask god to let me feel something and let me move on but I'm just so numb... I want to know if someone has felt this way before and that Its normal and I'll eventually move along just fine =( This is the first time I couldn't cry___ Link to comment
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