NR498E Posted September 9, 2008 Share Posted September 9, 2008 I broke up with my girlfriend of about 10 months today. We were together for about two and a half years at one point, then we broke up and went NC for a good two and a half years. We then got back together last Christmas. I posted about it here. She has been acting weird the last couple of day's. Today I got it out of her that she slept with some dude that I don't know. (what a tramp) She had been planning on moving in with me for the last few months. We had set a date for November. She was the one pushing for the move. She even got my name tattooed on her. She said she loved me, I believed her. I just feel so stupid, so hurt, but mostly stupid. I feel like I want to cry but I can't. I'm hungry but food doesn't sound good at all. She cried after her confession. Said it was a huge mistake, said she loved me, said she was oh so sorry. I told her I was stupid for getting back with her in the first place. I told her once a cheat always a cheat. I told her to have a nice life, then I hung up the phone. I thought she would have called by now, she hasn't. I got to get up early for work tommaro but I know I'm not going to sleep a wink. I honsetly think she is a sex addicted. I really do. I know this girl through and through. However self control is a virtue, respect for your love one's is what matters. They are all you really have in this life. I can't explain how painful it is to shut someone out of your life that you truly love. After our last breakup a few years ago, I thought about her everyday. I knew we would cross paths again. I knew we would have another chance at love. And I'll be damned if we didn't. This time I know there is no chance. I deserve better, I am better. I really needed to vent all this. Thank you to all my friends at ENA. Link to comment
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