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blue_dahlia

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Broke up 1.5 years ago. We have had four dates in the last month. NC/LC between dates. Had an amazing date ten days ago (we were very close). I asked if there was a chance, he said yes. I haven't heard from him since. He's very passive and has minor signs of ADHD.

 

I want to break NC so bad, just send a little text that says, "Good morning. Hope you have a good week." Maybe I need to get the ball rolling again? He's very passive. He may be hesitant to contact me for fear that I will be disappointed in him or that I will be mad at him for staying away so long. thereforee, he may be avoiding conflict. If I send him a text, he will know that I'm not upset, and that he can return without being "in trouble."

 

Then, on the other hand I feel like I'm rewarding his behavior!! I will be sending the message that it's ok for him not to talk with me for almost two weeks, and yes, I'm still here. I do believe it's his turn to initiate. He knows I'm open to a reconcililation.

 

However, I have given him his space. It would just be a simple, light-hearted text. Nothing heavy. And I feel like if he doesn't reply to my text it will be the closure I need to move on from him.

 

What do you suggest?

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For whatever reason, it seems he's not really that into this right now. Are you really sure he isn't just meeting up for sex now and again and stringing you along while he looks for someone new?

 

Saying that 'maybe' there's a chance but then disappearing for long stretches really is no guarantee of anything. You have to decide how little you are willing to accept before you decide it is not enough for you.

 

And if you want more, you have to ask him for more and see if he'll give it to you or not. Lots of people will agree to a nebulous non-relationship after a breakup if it gets them sex or makes them feel secure while looking for someone new. If this pace is OK with you then do nothing, but if you want more, be careful that you don't do this for a long time only to hear he's now dating someone new.

 

Giving him space should be about giving him time to make a decision, not just infinitely have no real relationship.

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I agree with "CAD", send him one text only, and see if there's any interest.

 

I wouldn't wait around after doing that, and wonder if you should make another move to "get the ball rolling", as he'll either show interest, or he won't.

 

I'm sorry to say, but it doesn't sound like he's jumping through hoops to get back with you, since he hasn't contacted you in 10 days after that last date. I'm not saying this is happening, but don't put yourself in a position to be his booty call, because you'll end up much more hurt in the end.

 

Wishing you the best...

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Something that I repeat on these boards quite a bit is this...

 

Before breaking NC, you must ask yourself the following questions:

 

What do you think would be the best possible outcome of breaking NC?

 

Now, what do you think the odds are of getting that outcome?

 

How will you feel if you don't get your ideal outcome?

 

How will you feel if you have a good conversation but at the end of it, nothing has changed?

 

How will you feel if you have a bad conversation?

 

How will you feel if your contact is ignored?

 

 

If you can be honest with yourself, take into account the above questions and still believe that you will feel OK after making contact....then go for it.

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Was the silent treatment part of his modus operandi when you were a couple previously?

 

When we were a couple, no. After we broke-up 1.5 years ago, we continued to go on some dates (five total). All dates were initiated by me. We had a lot of fun on each date, and then he would disappear. Finally, on the fifth date I said that I would like to be a couple of again. He said he was scared. I said that I was scared too, and said that if he wants to see me again he would have to initiate the contact. I never heard from him again until we ran into each other at the store a month ago.

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Before this ..was he initiating contact or were you?

 

We both were, but it was very LC.

 

First two dates were fabulous. Third date I felt some distance, but he was tired. After third date I asked why we were hanging out. Was there a chance for reconciliation. He said yes. Fourth date was the following night after that conversation. It was the best date yet. We were very close, loving and affectionate. I thought it was a turning point. Then NC from him. I just assumed he was trying to figure things out so I have been giving him his space.

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Are you really sure he isn't just meeting up for sex now and again and stringing you along while he looks for someone new?

 

I'm postitive. He hasn't had a girlfriend since me. He went on a few dates over the past 1.5 years. His last date was 9 months (before me). I know he has feelings he wouldn't spend time with me if he didn't.

 

I just don't know if they're strong enough for him to lay his heart on the line.

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And if you want more, you have to ask him for more and see if he'll give it to you or not. If this pace is OK with you then do nothing, but if you want more, be careful that you don't do this for a long time only to hear he's now dating someone new.

 

The night before our fourth date, I asked why we were spending time together. I asked if there was a chance for us, and he said yes. I also said that it would make me happy to have a little more interaction between seeing each other. He said he understood. I was prepared to walk away if he said we would never get back together again.

 

The next night (Weds), we had this amazing date. Friday, he sent me a text wishing me a wonderful day. Saturday, I texted saying that I would like to see him before he works nights (he works first five nights of the month). He didn't reply, and nothing since.

 

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I'm sorry to say, but it doesn't sound like he's jumping through hoops to get back with you, since he hasn't contacted you in 10 days after that last date. I'm not saying this is happening, but don't put yourself in a position to be his booty call, because you'll end up much more hurt in the end.

 

You're right, he isn't jumping through hoops. This is why I have been giving him space. I wanted to see if he would come to be on his own.

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Originally Posted by blue_dahlia

...and said that if he wants to see me again he would have to initiate the contact.

 

There's your answer bd....the ball is in his court and he knows it.

Contacting him, IMHO, won't achieve anything positive.

 

Hi Majord, that was 1.5 years ago, after our break-up. It wasn't recently.

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You are initiating everything here. you won't know his true mind until you stop intiating and see what he does. If he never calls you on his own and never takes it forward, then deep down he doesn't really want it. He may be lonely and enjoy the occasional contact, but this could be a case of him saying to himself, if i don't intiate it, then i'm not leading her on (as in he's not sure he wants it and hence will only respond to be polite, not because he really wants it to go forward).

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Hi Majord, that was 1.5 years ago, after our break-up. It wasn't recently.

 

Apologies, I see now.

 

Regardless, as BSBH has said - you appear to be the one who is initiating everything here.

You need to leave this with him and give him a chance to miss you. If you continue to initiate everything, why would he feel the need to start making an effort?

 

Give him something unexpected....an extended period of silence from you.

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Ugh! I'm @ work and can't have this site up, and I just sent him a text.

 

Now I wish I could take it back LOL

 

Oh well. From it, I will move forward. I wish I just stayed in NC.

 

Don't beat yourself up about it, what's done is done.

 

Do remember that feeling of wishing you hadn't done it though....it might come in handy next time.

 

Chin up. You'll be fine.

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