route1 Posted September 4, 2008 Share Posted September 4, 2008 i posted the other day to say the ex was moving out of town. she has new b/f, new job etc etc. well i dumped her a year ago. for 6 months we did the whole friends thing and she tried to get back with me at least 4 times. i said no everytime i just wanted to be friends. now everytime i see her i get a lot of emotions sad,upset, want to talk to her sometimes anger i no i have no right to be angry i apoligise i just cant help it. most days when i see her these feelings go away after about 20 minutes. but today i drove past her walking up the road and it hurt more than anything. few questions i hope one can help me understand this?? 1. why do i get really jealous and hurt when i see her with this new guy?? 2. the reason it hurt so much today because she is leaving 2mo for new town? 3why do i get so nervous when i see her like i near break my neck to look at her? i try not to. its an instinct 4 is it all because she has moved on and i am stuck in the same place on my own? i have never been this confused the thing is if i new for 100 per cent i loved her and could offer her everything she deserved then i would try get back with her. but i cant even try anything because i would not start any trouble unless i was so so sure i wanted her. i am confused and hate this feeling. i think its easier being dumped. to move on in your head must be easier than feeling this Link to comment
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