scared and alone Posted September 4, 2008 Share Posted September 4, 2008 Despite the fact that I haven't had her as a real mom in 13 years. (she was a great mom before that. a real mom) When I was depressed and I honestly could not take it anymore ( I was 19 and i'm 24 now), and I woke her up in the middle of the night (when my stupid bf was about to leave me for somebody else) she sat with me in the dark, listened to me crying and I opened to her about everything (including SI) and she actually understood and didnt freak out on me (i thought she was gonna try to lock me in a looney bin, she even admitted to me she did that when she was a teen too). It was nice to be able to have my mom when I REALLY needed to talk to her. And after my dumb bf broke up with me, she just told me I was young and he wasnt worth the tears. But, I was I really didnt want to wake her up in the middle of the night, I didnt think she'd get up and hear me. But she did. I honestly didn't have a choice though. I was dying inside and needed a parent to cry to. I wish I had that mom back. A mom that didnt throw religion into everything that just talked to me as mother and daughter, and thats it. I remember that night perfectly. In an odd way, I kinda miss it (even though I was in severe emotional pain). Link to comment
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