doityourself Posted September 3, 2008 Share Posted September 3, 2008 You guys have probably already heard this before but I need to put it out there. Im 31, married since 17, have 2 boys (3 & 9) Im bored with everything, and I mean everything. I live in IL, which of course I hate, I was born in FL. I grew up in a drug and violence invested family. I thought if I got away from my family that things would be great but not a chance. Yes, I have depression and yes been on and off meds since cant even remember. Ive been through the counseling(survivor of sexual and physical abuse as a child) I dont find these things to work for me. Everyone says go get a hobby, hang out with friends. Well if there is no money and no friends what do you do???? I have not only become a constant complainer but Ive also starting to hate everything and everyone around me. I dont know what to do with myself, I feel like I could just crawl in bed and sleep my life away. Im so bored and disgusted with no only this city but how my life has turned out in general. If anyone can guide me without saying go hang out or go talk to someone, I would greatly appreciate any advice you can give. Link to comment
This topic is now archived and is closed to further replies.