Pavilionmx70 Posted September 2, 2008 Share Posted September 2, 2008 Ive came on here a couple times and I would read all you guys posts and threads and try to find in ur situation...hope for mines. My girlfriend of 3 years broke up with me. We used to talk about getting married...and the love was deep. I mean I can remember when I put my life on the line for her one time. Early 2008 we started having our arguments and finally she wanted to take a break. We took a break, and then outta the blue on cold New York evening she told me that she went out with another guy and she thought it was best for us to move on. She accusesd me of flirting with another girl, and going on a date with another girl twice and in both cases she was wrong...even the people who she accused me of cheating with were like "huh?" So she broke it off with me...and like the rookie at the whole break up thing...i did the begging, the im sorry (even though i didnt cheat) etc etc...but she cut me off and was like...we just need to move on. Heres your stuff back. I couldnt understand it because in every area of her like I was supportive (financially, emotionally, physically, mental, and spirit) but I sit alone and I now know I made the mistake of giving love a face. I went about a month without contacting her....then I remember I checked her facebook like a fool and there were pictures of her out with her friends, in the club, dancing with other guys and I can remember almost having a break down. I sent her a note just checking on how she was...she wrote back but we left it at that. Im at the point now where things are getting better, not at there best but my days are sort of getting easier. People tell me to go out, go to clubs, get another girl, but its just not in me to do so...id rather be at work making money or at school advancing my life. Deep down I still miss her or maybe I just miss the good times, but at the same time im kinda starting to find my self worth and what I like in a woman. But sometimes I just feel worthless like "you putting your life on the line wasnt enough." She was a great girl as well...when I was sick she took care of me, very supportive, just everything was great until like 2008. Everyday is a struggle...I want her back...then im like this is best...then I want her back...then im like this is best. So here I sit...wondering...what road do I take in this crossroad of life? -Michael Kaman Link to comment
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