tushboy Posted September 1, 2008 Share Posted September 1, 2008 I haven't been on the board for months...the last time I was here my second break up was still fresh. Well things have changed since then, but I haven't really got over my Ex totally....I had been practising NC till this weekend where I bumped into my Ex at a party and that was the true test. I realised my feelings for him were still strong....we havent been in touch for months till that point...so I didnt know whether to ignore him or be nice and polite.....he did smile at me and we exchanged hellos...but towards the end of the party I got a bit tipsy and ended up kissing a common friend of his right in front of him....I just went with the flow. The next morning I sent him a text asking him how he's doin and if we can meet up for a coffee, he didn't reply. I tried calling him he didnt take my call.....till that point where the kiss happened he seemed to be OK...now I am wondering if he didnt like me kiss his friend.....and if he was actually thinkin of being friends again... I sent him multiple messages last night....tellin him how I want a new beginning and we should forget the past...but didnt get a single reply. I really miss him a lot...its been 6months but am still hungup on him...I tried dating 3 diff guys in this time, but no one came any close to him. Link to comment
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