Marahhh Posted September 1, 2008 Share Posted September 1, 2008 Hey there. I feel the world is attacking me. Last week, I was doing fine. Not great, but fine. I feel my life is a cycle. Same things, same time, same stuff, and I am bored. I can't have it anymore. I go to college and study, hang out with my friends, hang out with my "so called boyfriend" (long story-- ex boyfriend talking to get back together but not yet) , wait the whole week for the weekend to come, like every teenager. And it's strange cause I feel really depressed with everything. I feel like a little baby that needs attention and love. I feel like I need someone here beside me and treat me good. I feel anger and jealousy because everyone is happy except me. I feel I'm being really stupid with my attitude. I feel people doesn't stand me. I feel that everything gets me like 100 times. I'm feeling really vulnerable, sensitive, sensible, sad, low energy, no interest, bored, wanting to cry, urge for changes, urge for attention, urge for affection, urge for understandings. Mood swings. A minute I'm feeling okay, then I'm feeling angry, then sad. The problem is I'm usually this active machine full of optimism and good vibe. People enjoy my company because I consider myself a happy person which is open to experience everything and to see everything with a positive perceptive. How I'm feeling is making me feel "out of control" because I don't know what to do to make myself feel better. I keep telling myself maybe PMS? I just want to be me again. Hate feeling like this. Help? Natural cures for depression or whatever is this I'm having. What am I having? Link to comment
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