ScenicBoy Posted August 28, 2008 Share Posted August 28, 2008 It's been almost six months since the end of an intense six month relationship. The first couple of months were quite difficult, but I got through it. I learned a lot about myself and I made changes inside and out. I still have things I'd like to change, but not much on the inside. We've seen each other once since the split in early March; no contact other than that. I still think about her, but it hasn't been that big of a deal. I've been focusing on my life, having fun, meeting people, etc. I know that I am better off without the ex-girlfriend as long as she is not healthy. Sad to say, but I'm ok with that. I've had several first dates over the past few months and felt like I've moved on. I started dating someone ~10 days ago. I really like her, but not much desire/lust/excitement has developed yet. I'm beginning to wonder if I'm more damaged than I thought and am "blocking" or protecting myself in some way. She's growing on me, but I don't want to rip this woman's clothes off and I think I should at least want to. (Of course, I don't mean this in a criminal way) To make matters more fun, this week has suddenly been very difficult and I have no idea why. I really am missing my ex-girlfriend the past few days. It's messing with me big time. There hasn't been any change in anything that I know of. She does have a new male friend - strictly plutonic - but that doesn't bother me in the slightest. One other weird thing this week...I have this strange feeling that something is about to happen with all of this....like I'm nervous. No idea what or why. I'm really pretty normal but I'm beginning to think I'm losing it. LOL Argh!! Why am I suddenly missing her so much again? Why the weird feeling? Why? Why? Any insight would be great.... Link to comment
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