Karmageddon Posted August 28, 2008 Share Posted August 28, 2008 Why or how someone can be such a heartless a-hole to someone. I'm sure you all are familiar with me & my break up story which is very similar to everyone elses. I was doing really great all things considered. He left me but kept contact at the random to tell me he loved me & missed me (sometimes @ very ridiculous times) even though I repeatedly asked him not to. Last I heard from him was Aug 4th. He sent me a really sweet text to tell me he was horny. Yeah, real nice. My only reply was to ask him where he was living now. I'm pretty sure he moved back in with his estranged wife. There was no answer. We had a trip planned for Aug 11th, a cruise through the baltic sea. That was a pretty depressing week thinking he was there with someone else, when up until just a few weeks ago I thought I was still going. Hmmm...I thought that b/c he invited me months ago, badgered me about making super sure I had my vacation time okay'd right up until a few days before he suddenly stopped talking to me...again....etc....etc...etc.... At least I knew he wouldn't be trying to screw with my head as he would be away, so I was on a little vacation as well, if only from him. It was kinda nice. No worries about him trying to contact me as he was away. At least I had that. I figured he would try to contact me when he got back, b/c he is just a jerk. Plain and simple. So when he would have been back, around the 18th til now, I didn't hear a peep, which was good. I'm trying my damndest to move on & forget. So Im at my book club with my ladies tonight & I get a text from him asking me to do something with him this weekend. Im pretty sure today is the 27th. 23 days & a nice cruise later. I guess he thinks I just...forgot???? I know full well he is probably just bored, maybe his wife is out of town, his other girlfriend is busy, just thinks im easy???...I dont know what, but I just cannot for the life of me figure out who in the hell thinks that they can treat a person with such a complete lack of care, empathy, consideration, feeling??? He cares absolutely nothing for me. nothing. It floors me, every single time. Luckily it is happening less and less. While I really want to know the whole story & know what he is really up to as it will help me emmensly, he will just lie. I want to rip him a new one, yell at him, scream & make him realize that only horrible people treat others this way, but he knows. He just doesnt care. which means he doesn't care about me. It shocks me b/c I would never in a million years do this to someone. I'm not saying i've never hurt anyone, but, at least they knew what was going on & I had the decency to let them be & not taunt them when I knew they were hurting b/c of me. Whatever that is, he doesn't have that & for some reason it surprises me EVERY time he does this. So remind me again please why I need to not call him back & tell him what a wretched man he really is. Because, right now I am so angry that if he were standing in front of me, im not sure that I could resist the urge to pick up the closest object & beat him with it. Remind me that normal people dont do this & its better for me to just let it go and never talk to him again. He must truly think I am a stupid stupid girl. He must truly think that I am the dumbest thing that ever walked, & that pisses me off all over again! I thought he was finally gone this time, so here I am hurt and angry all over again, and well...he's just fine. Anybody have any idea why someone would just do this? Because I am at a loss, so I am going to just go to bed. Link to comment
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